Marissa Ruschil ‘19
Hello, my name is Marissa Ruschil. I am a student-athlete here at Dickinson, majoring in Chemistry and Biochemistry & Molecular Biology, who will be graduating this spring of 2019. What most people do not know about me is that I have a disability. A major concussion during my junior year in high school resulted in a diagnosis of Post-Concussion Syndrome, which means that I have a number of limitations that affect how I learn. Primarily, my brain cannot process information at a normal speed, and I am hypersensitive to visual and auditory environmental stimuli. This affects my ability to learn as it takes me longer to study, complete assignments, and take exams.
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When there is too much light and noise around me, my ability to maintain sustained attention and concentration decreases. I also have memory difficulties and visual scanning and tracking problems. Prior to my injury, I was a successful student who never had a need for accommodations at school. However, after my injury I could no longer keep up academically as before without the necessary accommodations. It was an easy transition from high school to Dickinson thanks to Marni Jones and everyone at the ADS office. Some of my accommodations that carried over to Dickinson include extended time for test taking, testing within a distraction-free setting, and no more than one midterm/final exam per day, which has reduced my anxiety in worrying about having enough time to complete my exams. I have learned about strategies to help me memorize information more effectively, study, and deal with my visual deficits. I have access to class notes taken by my fellow classmates who generously volunteer to be peer note-takers for ADS, even though they do not even know it was me they are taking notes for.
With accommodations I have been able to achieve success as a Dean’s Scholar, Raven’s Claw Scholarship recipient, President of the non-profit organization Challah for Hunger, Varsity Softball member, TA for the Chemistry Department, member of the national service fraternity Alpha Phi Omega, Copy Editor of the Dickinson Science Magazine, member of the Pre-Health professional program, and an integral part of life on campus in many other ways. I was even able to study abroad, receiving accommodations at the University of East Anglia in England during my junior year. What makes Dickinson so special for someone with a disability is that professors and students make up a close-knit community. I was able to make use of available resources such as meeting with my professors 1:1 outside of the classroom and utilizing other support services offered on campus, such as the writing center. Without all the guidance and help I received from Marni and ADS, I would not have been able to thrive academically. With their support, I have learned to be more confident and to advocate for myself. I am no longer “embarrassed” about having to receive support services and accommodations. I am proud to say that after graduation from Dickinson, I will be continuing my education at graduate school in New York City where I will receive my Masters in Speech Communication and Disorders.
Having a disability was not something I shared with many others, as I never wanted to be looked upon or treated differently; I just wanted to fit in. However, the ADS staff, my professors, and fellow Dickinsonians have allowed me to embrace my differences, and I want to take this opportunity to hopefully encourage others to seek the help needed to achieve academic success. As someone with a disability, I could not have asked for a more supportive environment to receive my undergraduate degree.
If you are a professor with students who have just suffered a concussion, please understand that they may look fine on the outside, but they are trying to cope with so much on the inside. Providing them with the academic support they need is critical to helping them achieve academic success. If you a student who has suffered a concussion, or think you have a disability, I encourage you to reach out to the office of ADS so that you do not have to struggle unnecessarily because of your disability. The amount of help and guidance you will receive is immeasurable, as I know that my last four years would not have been as memorable and enjoyable without everyone’s support.
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